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i think i srsly need a private blog
to vent my anger.

urgh.
I WANNA CUT MY HAIR):
& I hate my mom.

i'm a failure,
alright?

every single thing.
you blame me for it?
scold me for not concentrating
and things like that.

i don't see the f use of YOGA?
why scold me just because of yoga.

f lah,
& you just can't forget about
the past huh?

EVERYTHING need to be brought up.
EVERY THING!

wtf had i done to you.
fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff.
i wasn't the one who
wanted to join yoga in FIRST PLACE!

it's so dull and boring
it makes me wanna sleep.

& YOU EXPECT ME TO CONCENTRATE?

& when i fking got hyper in a dull class.
YOU EXPECT ME NOT TO LAUGH!
I see ah yi and ruixia laughing together.
i don't see me and you laughing together.
just pissed off with each other.

ASS!
to you, mei mei and korkor is THE BEST lah.
i'm the worst!!

you hate me
COS
my studies not that good
never end up like KORKOR!
what Anglo what shit.
never EVER got first 10 in class
ALWAYS the bottom.

not like mei mei got 2nd in class.
not like di di got top 10 in class.
i'm the failure in the lim family.
HAPPY?
yeah, i don't like to work hard
i don't like to study
SOO?

i don't give a shit.
okay you say
END up being a cleaner.
SO BE IT?
i already got pulled down by you ppl.

f lah.
i don't have perseverance.
i don't have anything
YOU desire me to be.

i don't wanna give a damn about it anymore!
i hate you

& i'm a failure OKAYY?