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im sorry i feel bad i feel guilty but i feel sadd as well i feel like beating my heart so it will just stop and i may not feel any pain anymore

ohkay going to pulau redang was a big mistake a big big one because when i reach the island i found out that i actually ___ a guy at the

he caught my eye and well i was there with ruixia my cousin & that guy thinks that it was my cousin who __ him and so he tried to make my cousin feel... i donno i think he wanna impress my cousin by maybe acting cool or wearing the sun glasses when i never saw him wear that

so i think he wanna impress my cousin ok my cousin look just like a sec 3 but she is only p6 12 years old and that guy is around 18 or 17

i really have no right to be jealous of my cousin NO RIGHT but i feel very different.. i feel that my heart is kinda.. i donno how the hell shld i describe it i sort of think that first sight love do not ..

i just hope it might happen to me like that first sight love... will last and maybe one day he will like me and stuff.. alright im dreamingg hahaa)):

































its a bad mistake
but i miss him miss him too much im very depressed right now























to that someoonee out there im sorry


















it will never happen stop dreaming LIMXIAOYIN


Post on Aug national day 2007
(if u ever saw this again. i'm sorry i regretted it. i know nothing, nothing could change the fact that i wrote this. i know that, you are happily with you should know who i'm talking abt. i was in the wrong i was dumb to even wrote this. i didn't thought how you would feel after i wrote this. you might have totally forgotten abt me. but lets just say i didn't forget abt you. i finally knew the meaning of 失去后才懂得珍惜 but i know i can't ask for much. couldnt ask for you to return cos who might know. you may have a new admirer? or maybe i just don't deserve you to love. for once i know who i really do love.)